alright. i guess im feeling sufficiently refreshed-ish to face the effing long week ahead. after sleeping like a log for like 9hours per night for this weekend. (mind you- thats like slightly less than what i sleep during the entire week)
okay. digressed. anyway. due to this extra sleep, im feeling positively awake and alert tonight. doubt i'll get to sleep early so i might as well get some coherent posting done before the week kills me again.
lets see. with that horrid letter literally just round the corner, its sorta been a frantic non-stop race to squeeze as much knowledge into my head as i can without having it explode. ive finally done something about the fact that my room is too conducive for sleep that i cant ever get any work done, study room! yepp. like everyday in fact. im gonna make it a 2nd home.
i guess its so peaceful there that it causes people to go spiritual. i mean, just look at albert praying:
okay, fine. so he's using his phone, but it looks like hes praying right?
alright, me being the glutton that i am, a post isnt exactly complete without me mentioning food is it. yeah so just to make all you other gluttons out there (namely kevin-derek) jealous. im gonna list out the food ive enjoyed this past week. oh and what good food.
indian/muslim food's the theme this week. ive tried out this meegoreng from sgn north near the cc. pretty normal id say, nothing all that special. uhuh uhuh. moving on, theres the huge-gigantic murtabak from the prata shop near my house. yea i remember someone once telling me how good the food there is. i guess its true then. i still feel that the egg prata is better than the cheese though. lastly- the island-wide renowned (i think) mee rebus from sgn. wow, if you seriously think about it, there are so many good food joints around this sgn area, you just have to know where to look. or who you know to bring you around! =D
mmm. just a little glimpse into the near future. lets see. as im pretty sure ive told everyone already: im gonna apply for SA for pae. err. then after Os... who knows. probably will stay there unless some superfabulous results come my way or something. oh theres another thing: its for damm sure im not gonna attend gradnight. $70 for dinner and perhaps a video? no thanks man. id rather gather some people each pay $30-ish and book a chalet with food. yea i know its a once in a lifetime event but... ahh. screw it. i think im gonna ask people to go kayaking with me on that day or something. enjoy yourselves without me.
final message goes out to someone or maybe its to no one in particular: you know how you sometimes feel really down and it helps when someone comes by just to lend a listening ear and you get a load off your chest? well im guessing youre never gonna get that unless you become a lot less guarded. snapping at people with '"i dont want to talk about it'" when they try to help never gonna do you any good. its not that people like me dont care anymore, we're/im just sick of having to break down the defences you put up.
once again. might be to nobody in particular. or it might not be.
im getting bored with life. my days are so damm routine. and yeah, its thanks to the upcoming Olevels. study-study-study-SLEEP-study-study-study-SLEEP. haha. yup. sounds fun dont you think.
life's so boring that i dont know what im gonna talk about. hmm. oh right- arsenal won 5-0 last night against derby at the Emirates and liverpool drew 0-0. haha. not much of a talking point but yeah. lets keep this short cos to be honest im boring myself here.
diaby long range wonder-goal. adebayor skipping past the keeper to slot home. crozilian dudu winning a penalty for ade to convert. fabs with another 25metre rocket. ade brushing defenders aside for his hattrick.
WELL. that sums it up. moving on:
L1R5 for prelim3- 10 (ohyucks- killed by my sciences) English-1 Emaths-1 Amaths-1 Chinese-3 (ahem ahem) Physics-4 Chemistry-4 History(pure)-2 ElecGeog/SS-1
uhuh. there you go. go on-laugh all you want. i know it sucks and people like gabriel are gonna have a fun time gloating. mmm. just look at that 3 and those 4s. hate them so much, well not so much the 3. the 4s screwed up my L1R5 damm badly. im gonna make sure i get at least one a1 from those two come the Os. i know ive been slacking way too much and im gonna improve (i mean it).
saturdays at Serangoon CC studyroom and Sundays at huisuo with iggy gang. i'll make sure it pays off. oh- thanks to pinky for the june Olevel Physics papers, feel free to join me at CC. i could be there some weekdays. uhuh.
class tshirts supposedly arriving tommorow! (if siddiq keeps his promise to bring them) uhuh. faith. haha. im gonna trust him and hope that the class doesnt kill me if it doesnt come. *smile*
*ohmy. what a horribly random and disjointed post. i think i'll hold off posting until something truly worthy pops up, keep the tags flowing though.
im feeling majorly boosted in spirits since i last posted. (given that i last posted right after arsenal won the North London Derby, im feeling positively high at this time)
Monday 170907 amaths paper2. well people who know me should know that i generally dont like saying that a paper is easy, in case i need to eat my words later, but im feeling rather safe to say that this paper was eas... alright. haha. still not willing to say it.
2. thats my favorite number. 2. thats the hours i slept before the amaths paper. uhuh. did past year distinction questions till 230, went to bed and for some mysterious reason kept waking up due to some disturbing dreams. the first few times, i just woke up, checked the clock and went back to sleep. after awhile, it got so annoying cos it was getting harder to get back to dreamland. then.. my freaking handphone vibrated on this plastic box beside my bed, creating this loud rumbling sound. DAMN. my new phone has this annoying habit of constantly vibrating at intervals of like 10mins if i dont read a message or if theres a missed call. yeah and THAT kept me up till 4. couldnt get back to sleep after that so i sorta lazed around scaring myself silly with thoughts like: ' ohno, what if i get 19< for prelims' ... well... you get the idea.
for some freak reason, i was so perfectly energised during the paper. its times like this that i really believe that my body isnt made to survive long hours of sleep, cos i tend to wake up sluggish and unproductive. *knockknock* stop being lazy hilary!
alright. soccer after that at iggy's was good. tiring like hell though. look at it this way, having not exercised for .... ? playing 2-3 hours of fast paced street soccer under midday sun can really kill. at least now i can dribble past people and ive started scoring more! =DDD (umm im just happy- not acting cute. so shut up!) hahaha. watched eurotrip for like the millionth time after that at iggy's.
'if you do not want your valuables to be stolen, you could try discarding them, destroying them, or hiding them in your anus. if a fire breaks up due to the faulty wiring or the fireworks factory upstairs, you will all be incinerated... together with the valuables you have hidden in your anus.'
Mi'scuse.
joel and i were so tired that we barely spoke all the way back to sgn. any other day, i would have practically laughed my ass off at joel as he kept dozing off and almost falling off the seat on the bus. then? too freaking tired to care, i was too busy trying not to fall asleep myself.
Tuesday 180907 NE Quiz today. ummm. just felt like some SS mcq test. building a nation? bah- i only got senior builder. despite going to school on a school-less day, today was really good.
firstly- a beautiful a1 for beloved english. double lucky 7s! well im not so sure about this second bit, but my K's attitude today has reassured me a little. although i still know that my hist. cant be any that good thanks to my misinterpretation of the essay question, he still kept smiling at iggy and i when we asked about our hist marks.
this is what he said to me: 'i guess its a case of choosing a wrong question.' *SMILE*
go figure, i just hope it means that i didnt do too badly. a b3 pretty please?
alright. after moaning about the gym for so long- signed up for gym and study room at sgn CC today. one year's membership of room and 1month of gym. beautiful. tested the room out for about and hour, doing some physics before i hit the gym. the study room is airconditioned, cosily furnished with great workstations and offers such a conducive environment for someone as easily distracted as me. great. gym? ive been there. not as well equipped as some ive been to, but enough for my needs. yupp. its gonna be a daily thing when school's out.
*ps: ms hua wants me to attach a magnifying glass to any future english essays i have to submit. too bad for her, no more essays to submit! ...only Os left (GULP).
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me I know you well enough to know you'll never love me
WHAT A DAY.
alright. maybe nothing that special. but still... for the first time since the hols, got a good night's sleep. great for me.
most importantly, i got productive work done! congratulate me. im so lazy and slacky that its truly a miracle that i did proper work. and who do i have to thank for that- albert. haha. thanks for going out to do work with me man.
met him for lunch at macs then we found that there was nowhere to study. ended up doing amaths at the stairwell outside the tuition centre? haha. what with a dead cockroach somewhere around there (no i didnt go looking for it) tried our luck again later and finally got seats and the soyabean shop. love the place. so ends the blahblahblah about studying.
tuition. matrix/p&c/binomial theorem revision. not bad. i guess of these my binomial is superduper weak, since ive already got that question in paper1 wrong. my my- i felt so used at tuition today. SOMEBODY conveniently made use of me to do her assigned p&c question and present it on the board. TSK. and SHE was the one who chose it. tsk tsk tsk! haha. okay. nah. im kidding. glad to help. but stop saying you dont know how to do. YOU'RE smart!
apparently i was walking home behind the world's (or singapore's) most attractive woman today. okay yall must be insanely jealous but all im asking is that you keep that green eyed monster chained : i didnt see her face! hahaha.
bought dinner for sis after tuition and was on the way back i noticed something strange about the people walking towards me. correction: not people- MEN. not really noticing at first, i just found that their facial expressions were kinda odd as they walking towards me. then i realised they were all sneaking glances at the lady in front of me. dont know why- but EVERY guy walking in the opposite direction looked at her all the way until they walked past. one even almost bumped into a pole. ahaha. damn amusing to see how their eyes just sneakily glanced, then shifted back, then glanced again.
unfortunately, she went into the mrt station and i was lazy to walk that longer route to my house. feedback: should i have followed? HAHA. i didnt even see whats so attractive that everyone looked at her? haha. i guess im gonna lie to myself and convince myself that she has some super huge pimple on her face and that was why all of them were staring. haha.
on a demoralising note: my prelims are screwed. so horribly screwed. emaths is alright. but ss/hist/physics are all dead. i think my l1r5 is so horrible that i dont know here i can go for pae. HOWWWWWW.???
oh- arsenal beat spurs 1-3 HAHA. simply beautiful goals from fabs and ade. we're at the top!!! SO THERE you non-believers.
I stay wrecked and jealous for this, for this simple reason I just need to keep you in mind as something larger than life
its amazing and uncanny how many times ive heard people mention 'gym' t0 me over the course of this weekend. stop it la. i havent been to the gym in ages. yeah seriously- like months. its eating into me man. I WANNA GYM!!! okay, i dont think i want to wait until after the Os. perhaps i'll use it to de-stress after prelim3, which are so totally screwed up at the moment.
well, its been all study and no play at the moment. walking over to 'huisuo' to study from morning to evening has pretty much become a routine for me recently. the gang over there is always different. on friday it was : trence, j.huang, iggy and me. today was : sherwin, m.tan, zq, iggy and me. haha. all crappy bunch. jokers. especially m.tan, trust me, you dont know how horrible he is until you study with him. cracking jokes with that super innocent looking face of his.
urgh, i thought i was done with that feeling. right now, ive got so much i just want to say out loud. but on further thought, nah, i think it would seriously screw things up big time if i ever said whats on my mind. you know, the worst thing that can happen is to have so much on your mind that you cant ever share. its like this humongous enormous weight thats strapped on my back, preventing me from enjoying anything or doing anything properly. i hate it. then again- i guess revealing it wont make things better but worse. talk about being caught between the anvil and a hard place. senseless rambling like this seems to be the only way to relieve the burden a little. hah.
on another note: its cool how many people ive started talking to that i havent even said a word to for years. cheers, lets get together again after the Os.
