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okay, enough hype. im pretty sure that all those involved already know. ahem. well well, one week since ive been here. its like so dusty and ... stale. lets dance around the emptiness for a moment. *tralalalalalalala*
AHEM AHEM. okay. as you might have already guessed, im going crazy with anxiety and my nerves are working overtime making me rather hyper. yup. thats the word. hyper.
heres an offpoint statement, sorry to those people who keep asking me to relink, i'll do it after the exams are over. plenty of time for that after Os people. this is gonna be the last post till its over!
another totally random statement : im getting kinda bored with my blog skin. i feel like changing it after the Os. opinions? i prefer these plainer ones without pictures and such but i dont know if i should change it to brighter colours or something. itd be nice if some kind soul could help me create one cos im such an IT noob that i have no idea how to do so. if not, i'll probs just look for one online.
ohyeah. i practically slacked the whole of yesterday. only 2 chem past year papers done.
anyway. went out for dinner with jun the ns man. haha. and hes as fun as ever. its been years since we've hooked up and just gone out like that. he even went to the trouble of gathering the saturday gang back together to go out. alright, so it was jun-xiwen-sushuen-suling-me. yup, from all those years ago.
shant go into too much details at the moment, but those were truly fun and carefree, albeit childish, times. whole saturday afternoons spent purely listening to music, playing cards (pokemon/poker), and well... just being kids. now, we've all kinda gone our seperate ways. NS, As, Os, and that lucky girl who went to IP. yeah.
apparently, jun's heading off for some training exercise in taiwan for the next three weeks and decided to have some get together. long story short, he treated us to carl's junior at suntec city, then we strolled round to the esplanade and tried out this chocolate bar. not 'chocolate bar' but chocolate 'bar'... ahh. nvm. well its just the most sinful place ever. ever tried a milk chocolate drink, or some milk-white-dark chocolate fondue? well it rocks. thanks for the treat dude.
jsut to prove that it was good, look at xiwen's happy face:
i dont know if you'll read or understand. i miss the times we spent together.
lessons were .. not lessons at all. we barely had any time with mr.k for his pure history lesson because of the Olevel and PAE briefing stuff. he kinda just had a few words with us, then went round the class saying goodbye to every single individual. incredible stuff. i hadnt really thought about leaving the school up till that point. it was only when he reached my row, and i saw his red, teary eyes that i realised just how much we meant to him. at the same time, i seriously felt a pang of sadness at having to lose such a great teacher. its the closest ive come to crying in school for a really really long time. mm.
going out to mr.k : thanks for everything. you are truly a great teacher. no joke. the best and nothing but the best.
next. chinese lesson with mr yong. 4years as my ncc CO, 2years as my form teacher. how much closer could it get? anyway. instead of teaching, he chose to impart his 2cents worth regarding his opinions about the next paths we should choose. personally, im more of a believer that its the person that counts, not the school that you go to. granted, recently ive been having thoughts of trying out for nj or vj, probably due to peer pressure than anything. but now, after listening that what he had to say, i can safely say that you wont see me in a top5 jc next year. no way. as elson put it: why study so hard to stress yourself for the next 2years? im not the kind of person who likes that much stress. im gonna hop on some jc just outside the top5 and enjoy the ride. join me. since acs and acjc is most likely out of the equation, i think i'll probs be at cjc or sajc. talk about that later. carrying on, he talked about the most random topics, from having girlfriends in jc to army life to uni life after that. main message: sec school and jc life are the true 'golden years' of our lives, cherish them, dont regret wasting them completely on studying.
Graduation Assembly. touching. truly touching. there was the usual, a speech by mrlee, prayer by ..??? haha. then there were the videos made by the form teachers. i wont go too in-depth here. just that: WHO THE HELL TOOK THAT PHOTO OF ME!!! haha. bloody hell, darn malu la. i think i was keeping something in the locker or something, then kena ambushed from behind by the camera, and me with that blur (okay thats normal for me) look. army chief somemore, joker.
went to cjc open house with kun, iggy, marcus, elson and hanxun. mm. jc rating time:
overall: 6-7/ 10 plus points: 1) cool ccas. eg- games/gym club. canoeing/kayaking. shooting club. rugby. hockey. 2) NICE gym! haha. i was so into it and the rest kept saying that id be damm happy there. 3) i'll have kun and gang to go with. so i wont be lonely! put offs: 1) sucky uniform. haha 2) the school looks kinda run down, and the lighting makes the ambiance damm sleepy.
i guess i'll make my final choice after i take a look at sajc next wednesday. no more mood to go aim for top5 jc anymore. lost my motivation. uhuh. yes iggy. its THAT thing. someone gimme choices please.
well, ive been digging through old songs, and i found this one, pretty meaningful to me i guess:
yup. theres something truly wrong with me. although i know what it is- i cant seem to ever change.
and yes. i believe that there are some things that are very hard, if not impossible to forget. i can try though. should i? im starting to hate late nights cos i end up thinking about stupid stupid things, and i get this really sucky feelings after.
cheerio! another week has passed. another week closer to the Os then. another week to the end of secondary school life as ive come to know and love. okay.. not really love. just know then.
oh and by the way. ive got a new bike this week! (glances up) yup i guess thats the one. it looked so good that one picture just didnt do it justice. so i took two.
okay. schools been boring and draggy the whole of this week. just clearing the homework is so tedious that i dont really feel like studying after that. not to mention the mock tests that we had this week/ will have next week.
i wouldnt say that the mocks are that hard. or maybe its cos im so dumb that i dont even realise theres a tough paper. ahahha. but i really have got to get back to studying and work out some proper method of studying history. theres so bloody much to study for those two papers. factor in ss to that and woohoo, its gonna be a really fun time.
ah well. the weekends here but its gonna suck too. physics lesson for 2hours tmr morning - 1hour break - 2hours of amaths tuition - 2hours break - then continue with another 2hours of amaths tuition.
dont really mind the tuition but physics.?? urgh. its at nine in the morning somemore. wayy too early for my liking on a weekend. not like ive had that much sleep during the week. i guess im just gonna have to power my way through somehow. grrr.
theres some videos i saw on mtv. check them out. i think theyre not bad.
