school days are kinda just getting dreary and draggy, nothing really interesting and exciting to note.. my only entertainment has been occasionally watching gaki on youtube. haha.

ME today made me reminisce




i kinda miss the times that i had to really push myself for some physical training. with my team shouting encouragement all around me, to force myself to forge on ahead to push for that better timing, to lift that heavier weight, to complete that crazy program. i miss it so bad.


i listen: Keith Urban - Kiss a Girl

muggy muggy. yeah thats what im gonna try for. i still remember lwin telling me once, a person who's trying to be a mugger but isnt quite there yet is called a cupper. yeahh, cos ... a .. cup isnt quite ... as big as a mug? hahaha whateverr. the main point is - studyhilarystudy! get back to the olevel mood and more, i wanna see if i can call on that study gang again (;

haii mei was down with high fever yesterday, kinda scuppered my plans to paddle as i couldnt leave her alone at home. but well, at least the temperature has receded after a day's rest. all the best - get well soon (;

you dont get it, its an internal struggle
dont bring back the pain.

i listen: Air Supply - All Out Of Love

JOHNATHAN WAN - CAN YOU SEE THE WORDS NOW?
haha. if you cant, too bad!

saturday saturday. ohboy i love saturdays. waking up late, breakfast then down to TheSerangoon. whoa okay it sounds pretty cool but its just like a community centre that i go to for studying purposes. thankfully i still have terrence chew and albert to study with me. if not id just die from loneliness over in that room and no one would even know. LOL. ohoh-words to ponder from the wise sage,

Terrence Chew: "YOU.... cannot fart and chew at the same time" HAHA WTH.

went for a run in the dark with ironman (hah!) yeah but to pp and biddari cemetary. rarr. i swear it gets scarier and scarier everytime im back there. the last time with johnny was bad, today, i think i saw a ghost. haha. think. there was this lady who was freaking white and glowing. to makes things worse she was wearing a black dress and had long black hair, and walking so silently that we didnt notice her till we were like super close. as we ran past i saw her turn her head to look at us, but i didnt have the guts to look at her, just focused straight ahead and ran on. super humji sia... haha. but hey it was an interesting run. got at least another 5km under my belt. come back stamina! new training program should start next week unless rain spoils it - again.

ohwell. bedok tmr morning! yeahhh.

you still dont get it.


i listen: No Secrets - I'll Remember You

hoho. i have awesomely awesome classmates. i dont know what id do without them.
class-photo today. celebrated gih's birthday at marina barrage. oh the fun and joy. lol as brandon said - its a really romantic place for one to bring a gf. hurhur. pictures pictures soon, when mich and kc upload them. and oh - i did something stupid today..

finally.
i dont fucking feel a thing anymore. thats three months of my life ive wasted moping around. time to find something new...

good gosh i need to study hard.
motivation.desire.drive.

hmm i realise ive been posting rather frequently recently, but i guess i really want to talk about today. then again im rather tired too and so i'll make it snappy.

its been an extremely eventful saturday, spent the entire day out. it all started off at bedok, finally back paddling in about a month, and once again balance and stroking was really off, the super choppy water conditions and strong wind didnt help much either. anywayy, it was pretty much leisure paddling and 'touring' the reservior with the guys. remember: the bridge - haha shh.

lunch with johnny and ray at tampines1. tried out a new diner and ray was so happy cos he said it was so 'posh' and the service was so good it made him feel rich. haha like he isnt already rich anyway.. killed time at the library reading stupid books afterwards waiting for biao,daryl,ben. when i say kill time i really actually mean, killing it slowly and torturously, bringing it to the brink of death then letting it recover, just to kill it slowly again. the books were so stupid, like mine was - Book of Pointless Information (oh yes, that was the actual title).

31-ed over to goldkist for the canoeing farewell dinner. lets not dwell too much on the fact that the bus driver (oh sorry - its bus CAPTAIN) gave us inaccurate information and we got off at the wrong stop and walked halfway across east coast park to get to the chalet. let us not dwell.. haha. well the gathering was really well done imo. although some may say it was plain and it was just a bbq with nothing that fancy, but i think its more of the way you go about doing it. i wanna say that i seriously appreciate the time, effort and money yall juniors spent on doing this for us. even more special kudos must go to our 'bbq chefs' who braved the rain to ensure that we had a constant supply of food. oh and the messages on the boards were really sweet and well, im gonna take my time to read, haha dont wanna rush it.

cabbed back to more familiar territory with gid and johnny, and reached home just in time for dad to bring me out so that he could have supper. LOL. well i just kinda sat there and drank. yup drinkies. tehpeng and icedcoffee. to keep me up to this unearthly hour to finish my SGC. it felt really weird writing that, just felt like i was constant praising myself. haha im not good at writing stuff about myself. its not bad enough that others judge you, now the system wants you to judge yourself? heh.

well that brings us to this point, around 3 in the morning. and im supposed to be up at 6 to go out with my mum to go walk somewhere.. i really have no idea. maybe i'll try to skip, pretend i cant wake up. hee. tmr tmr. must really study hard, do my homework too, hopefully squeeze in a run at the end of the day. rarr..


you listen: Westlife - Written in the Stars

had my first ice cream in like months today, and although it was just those icecream with bread from a roadside vendor but oh it was goood! haha..

well went to tampines gym with guoxiang and wenyuan. wasnt very productive though, i think i'll stick to going to the gym alone or with canoeists from now on, the workouts are just more intense that way. another thing, tampines gym was so crowded and lacked equipment! rarr it was like just a constant wait for weights and bars. horrid. i hope the school gym will be open soon!



thought you thought i was worth it.

its ridiculous how strict the school is with hair. not just the frequent hair-checks, but the unrealistic standards. ive practically got no sideburns already and mrpeh still thinks i should have trimmed it more? haha. whatever man...

if i had a time machine.. i wouldnt be sure if id want to use it. some things are just awkward. things that were said, things that werent. im not sure whats going on in my head really. everytime i think ive got it out of my system i see your face. just shoot me.


rarr.. on the path back to fitness!

one more day! rarr.. and im not even focused. haha.

well i dont know if anyone still visits this site, but if you do - help me out k?
im thinking about getting a skin for the blog, and ive narrowed it down to these two but i cant decide:

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leave your opinions on the board yeah? thanks lots. (;

REVIVED.

finally back here after a 3 month hiatus. back to the old lifestyle i guess.
i also had my first run in about a month, since i got that knee injury-yayy. haha however my stamina is so far gone that its pretty depressing. i wont even try to describe how lousy it is, its very embarrassing. i cant wait to get back to training after bt2. rarrr.