not long to go- yeah (hate it) ... ... ...

frankly this is the hardest ive been mugging all this time. cant believe it but im actually afraid for my results. after mugging in ever conceivable way- ive come to the conclusion that my room is not condusive to studying- i should just stay in school the entire day or smth.


please bestow me with the perseverence to go on...


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today was so jammed-packed with activities. phew. feel so mentally off cant study anymore tonight- just hope to finish up the chemistry homework.

the partBs orienteering comp. was today. was up till 0230 this morning and had to wake at 0530. whew. reached school to meet up with the rest and gave a short talk to the O-team. the bus ride to pasir laba camp was pretty tense i guess, all talking about tactics and such. upon arrival, made some last minute checks, last minute briefs and the like. once they set off, it was more or less a matter of the O-teams ability. led by Meng Long, they managed to come in with 5 checkpoints in 24 minutes. alas! one of the checkpoints was wrong- but it still got us a hefty 100 points, putting us top of our route. after waiting for like 1 hour, the news camp out that the list that was put up was not updated. it turns out that the updated list include 3 teams which managed to beat us in the number of checkpoints. DISAPPOINTMENT for the orienteering team. however, i would still like to point out that this was an extremely good effort put in by the team and i would also like to congratulate them on the excellent performance that got them the position of 8th in the entire competition!

ok, this one was ruined by derek's actions

ahh. much better

THREE CHEERS FOR THE PARTB ORIENTEERING TEAM.

on the bus ride back to school. some of them managed to find the mood to joke and play around. but the way they did it made me worry a little. what the hell are they doing playing with weeds?!?!

thats a bloody weed in his hair!

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i feel that im really wasting my time here. its so close to the EOYs and i still cant really focus- ARGH. today was quite fun, PE's soccer was complete kampong session (touch the ball and be swarmed by 4-5 defenders). err. after much suaning that AIR still has training, went to HEARTLAND MALL @ KOVAN for pizza hut with iggy, kevin, yim, andrew and noriko. damned funny- iggy thought the place was called COMPASSPOINT, kept telling me to go there then ended up was he blur. HAH! i just realised that we're as good as in the interclass soccer semi finals. 3-6 needs to win the sports class by 7 clear goals to knock us out. HAH- dream on. iggy dislocated his arm in the 2-0 loss to 3-3 on thurs, came to school in a ?cast? had much fun stretching and wiggling my left hand in front of him, lol. -feeling evil-. reached home at 4-plus? supposed to go write practice essays for history and SS, but fell asleep on the bed instead. which is why im supposed to be doing it now. AND im still here writing this. CRAP.


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-stressed! its gonna start soon. the first of the majors in this hectic 4 years- possibly the beginning of the end for me. worst thing is thats not the only thing affecting me- why do you keep adding to my stress!

dont tell me its not affecting you!?! ohman. really cant let this screw me up.


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AARGH... whats this, keep planning to study and then dont manage to get in much. ive seriously got to buck up and do well in the EOYs!

English- depends on the topic, relatively ok
Chinese-lol. why do i even bother with this topic...
Emaths- shouldnt have any problems besides carelessness
Amaths- EEK. damn annoying, kep screwing up stuff like differentiation and logarithms
Geography- mugg mugg then more or less common sense?
Social Studies- bloody annoying topic, got so much to write then cant seem to express it
History- AHAH. just keep up the studying and the notes that Mr.K and Ms.T give then the A1 should be mine
Physics-UMM. so many formulas. must DO PRACTICE!
Chemisty-after listening to Mr.TJH and his lame jokes, i think can remember the work better
already


in other words, pretty much -SCR3W3D-


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have you had the same feeling: you think and think. planning-wise the thing seems to be okay. then the actual thing comes to be and you look back and wonder how you could have been so misled?

i guess planning and thinking is not everything then- hence the phrase "all talk no action". crunch time has arrived, its do or die now- time to put everything else behind me and concentrate at the matter at hand. no more distractions now- only pure concentration on mugging.

or is there... a little teensy-tiny issue about the orienteering comp. next week. i expect to be able to concentrate on my studies now.


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walky walky around bishan park- evil hiding places. do have fun looking for the clues on friday.

EURGHH...

so much to say- yet no proper way to express it!!! WTH!!! thats just so wrong...

the week has passed by so quickly... and i thought it was supposed to be a break for me to study- what a waste

i think i only spent 2-3 days of this week fruitfully... with the lazy haze that has been following me around. all i actually got around to doing was my chem homework, some maths homework and the few measly chapters of physics tys.

the only other notable things in the week was the interclass soccer and the paintball comp. shant dwell on those little events as im too bored with the end of the hols and having to go to school again tommorow...

ohwell- this is the last mad-crazy-nervewracking-hopeless-dash-to-the-finish-line period. just 4-5 weeks of intense hard work and i hope that it pays off. EOYs are upon us- pray lets not screw up.


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tralalala-
some people very pajiao la. play soccer also can get injured until bleed so much! hahah. todays interclass soccer was pretty lame- the field was so bloody soggy that the ball couldnt even roll properly. then the rain kept punctuating the matches so time wasting- feel like i should have slept in! wee siong ah- dont know how he play until he got a deep cut on his forehead/ some super-header i think. lol. was quite scary at the moment- heard him shout out from the other side of the field la. ran over and saw like a river of blood pouring from his head- all the way to his legs. soaked with blood! wth. haiz- turns out he was ok, dont know where all the blood came from. brought him to the clinic at bishan north- and met his parents there. omg so fierce looking la. well then went for lunch- quite odd judging that we just saw all that blood flowing out of his head... ... oh well- some people pajiao cannot help it hor. NVM , wee siong, the blood lost will help lower your weight- no more TAF haha. then lighter "MIRACLES" can happen.


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tell you what I screwed up SSC- nah not really. dont know why but i seriously lacked the motivation to work hard and do well? HAHA, know what.. i feel like i was so seriously sucky and slack at the camp. i didnt volunteer for anything- the only contribution i made was to teach the platoon 'kekenan' and 'kekeri' on the march, so stupid right? anyway- it could/ would have been better- just lacked the motivation like at SC? well- i still feel that this camp was more enriching than SC coz as i slacked i interacted more with my pltmates, made so many more friends yea.


before i sign off i just wanna give a holler out to all the SSC bros who got their awards- they deserve them! "oliver/gabriel" HOOYA! lanyard!


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