HAH . i think im going crazy- recently becoming so slack and feeling so relaxed. i dont know why but suddenly i feel so patient?

especially this year- i feel that ive become increasingly impatient and easily vexed? maybe due to stress? well for once today i didnt get angry, though i found today to be rather unlucky for me. AMAZING - didnt get pissed at all today!

i woke up late and i went to the bus-stop, then i remembered that i forgot to grab my keys after locking up my house- sheesh, feel so idiotic. anyway, made my way to the bus-stop AGAIN and realised that i just missed the bus, BA~ as if that wasnt bad enough, the second bus took until 0630 to arrive- and it DIDNT STOP, wth man. the stupid driver slowed down, looked at me and drove off.... for some reason, i didnt feel pissed, just felt like laughing out loud.

anway- enough about my crazy ramblings about my boring life- heres a cool poem to share:


The Crystal Gazer I shall gather myself into my self again,
I shall take my scattered selves and make them one.
I shall fuse them into a polished crystal ball
Where I can see the moon and the flashing sun.
I Shall sit like a sibyl, hour after hour intent.
Watching the future come and the present go -
And the little shifting pictures of people rushing
In tiny self-importance to and fro. -

Sara Teasdale


really strikes me deeply you know? exudes such a feeling of relaxation and calmness. this is the attitude i shall adopt from now on. yay for me- patience always pays off.

trust =)


today was crap- well not really

ah... i guess im gonna have to ride this through. i hope that theres a reason behind this so im not going to pry into it. its pretty obvious how i feel already, YOU should know. ill wait, give me a signal to let me know if im doing the right thing?

really concerned about the results that have been coming my way. i wouldnt call my results bad- coz they arent really. but then again, they're definitely not up to what i think will bring me where i want to go in the future. hmm, thus i see this term as a failure to build upon in the final term and ill use the slight improvement this term as a inspiration to mugg harder for the coming exams and for the huge Os next year.


quote: success is the ability to go from failure to failure without losing enthusiasm

Winston Churchill


well im gonna take his words and apply them to my studies and other stuff that i do- not gonna let little setbacks bring me down again. keep my head down, toughen up and forge ahead- yeah, thats what im gonna do.


ohwell. ARSENAL LOST - when're they gonna learn that although their style looks really pleasing to the eye and is very fluent, it doesnt allow them to score goals? look at the outcome- 2 matches-1 goal. plus they're seriously overpassing the ball around- take some chances and score the odd sloppy goal... haiz, how're they gonna keep up the pace with 2 draws from 2 games. i really fear for them this season. even wigan have got more points than them already.


today was crap

what is the problem? is it with me- or is it with you? cant you for once tell me whats really on your mind? hmm. am i just over-reacting, or are you avoiding me. pls tell me whats going on, very confusing- plus its seriously screwing me over.. cant stop thinking about this thing you know..


today was crap

ok. theres definitely something wierd going on. it seems that something is seriously screwing up somewhere and somehow. what i would give just to find out what that is... i really wonder what is going on. why cant things just revert to the way they were? the events that have been happening really burns me from the inside. hate to admit it but i really DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO! well- im going to hope that its just a phase and that nothing really changes too much.. i hope..


today was crap

be patient

i hope im right and that this is going somewhere. i dont want to be fooled into thinking otherwise, well its a tough time for this to happen... i just hope it all straightens itself out, someone tell me what i can do to help it along?


today was crap

today sucked..

ok. hmm. starting from this morning i could tell smth was wrong- woke up late. got to school and realised that there was the stupid listening compre to take plus i didnt finish my yingyongwen! the test was pretty much ok. then the lessons just more and more boring. only plus point was the free period during english... almost fell asleep during maths though. to sum it up, the soccer match after school was a disaster- lost 2-1. AHh.. dont know how we'll fare for the interclass if we play like today.. man..


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BE ON YOUR GUARD.

ive just realised that there is an increasing number of sneaky little people who populate 3-5. all of them are very dangerous to ppl with handphones. most notoriously-josh nvm, shant mention names. scary ppl though


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HAH.. im just messing around

LOL. for all those that know me, you must be wondering why i started a blog. good point-i dont know either- bored i guess. well, im just trying it out-> some feedback would be helpful?


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