ok. theres definitely something wierd going on. it seems that something is seriously screwing up somewhere and somehow. what i would give just to find out what that is... i really wonder what is going on. why cant things just revert to the way they were? the events that have been happening really burns me from the inside. hate to admit it but i really DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO! well- im going to hope that its just a phase and that nothing really changes too much.. i hope..


today was crap