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sorry - youknowwhoyouare

ive pretty much been a jerk these past few days i suppose.
really havent been myself, lost control, lost my cool.
im sincerely apologising if ive upset you - so hopefully you'll see this and forgive me..
i wont/cant explain it right now, maybe someday if the circumstance is right.

Yes - Im Legal.

HELLO WORLD! IM BACK!
this is honestly the first time back here with a proper post in ... well i cant really remember.. but its been a long time!

the past week has been pretty happening in the context of SAJC life - jc1s joining in for school/trainings, Friendship Week (with its Friendship Web, flower service), Valentines, and all. not to mention the hectic training and work schedule... endure!

17020918, yepp just a random sequence of numbers, but one that shouts out to me: DUDE! YOURE OLD! lol - time flies, im 18!

well the day started off with a flood of messages, some really sweet, all very treasured =D i swear i spent my last few moments awake last night replying to those pals who sent birthday greetings at the stroke of midnight. haha cheers.

my class ah, getting out of hand... started groping me even before morning assembly started. gosh-pervs! pe was rather ... mundane? made to run 2.4 when i didnt really have the mood, i just did it pretty halfheartedly im ashamed to say.. didnt get my sub10(10.02). then, after pe, rachel happened to walk past on her way to her pe, and my class just started being rowdy and calling my name and all, ending up with me being dragged to the centre of the field and being taupok-ed.. just imagine being on the receiving end, with xy jumping on top of you... omg the horror!

after school, i received a present! haha not bad luh... its pretty much a rare occasion that i get anything soo ... yay! yeah i know ive already said it many many times, but thanks. its damn sweet and very nice k! im still amazed you chose the correct size?

then then ... the team held a 'celebration' for me at the cafe. their ploy to lead me down there was pretty strange luh ... it was so uber confusing that i still dont know if ms ong really wanted to meet me or whatever ... but johnny,lohboon,ben sorta gave it away with their random walks in and out of the toilet and all, not to mention that rachel was just following us around smiling like a cheshire cat.

i think this is damn nice..

"Aaron the Clown vs Mr Lion"

uhh... yeah the H&R were the team's idea - trust me

aww..

I have found what only loneliness provides
A strength within knowing I will find

Reopening old wounds

i told myself that i had overcome this.
i told myself that i wouldnt let it come back to haunt me.
and yet its reared its ugly head
the pain is back again - i dont think i can make it out of bed
i guess this is my curse
the story of my life


i hate the feeling of weakness

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maybe i should just be selfish. stop caring.

Andrey Arshavin

at long, freaking last... its been the most protracted transfer speculation everrrrr..
hope he's good =D









im just a little old fashioned -
it takes more than a physical attraction