Hiatus

time and effort being used on more constructive/meaningful things.



for the time being =D







i'll still monitor the tagboard once in awhile though - hope it doesnt die. ha.

SCM

well a good day in general for the team. kudos to all winners from SAJC and TP, you all deserve it. no doubt.

well just in case it wasnt apparent enough, im gutted, i know i missed out on a medal by just a few placings. sucks like hell.

i felt, and still do feel like a loser when i saw so many people ascending the podium for medals.
and i was just sitting there cheering
but dont tell me to get over it
cos im gonna remember this pain,
remember this anger,
remember this guilt,
remember this loss,
im gonna channel it into something useful.



just wait and see.

whoa longgg day... as always, fridays mean tuition, which means that i get home at like .. 10plus or 11. haha i cant imagine when school starts, how im gonna be able to survive fridays, not to mention that there'll be trainings on saturday mornings.. pfft.

tsk. swimming was alright...
someone eh, asked me to meet earlier, then end up coming late, even later than the original plan, HAI, wonder who eh? ;P
the weather was typically suck-ish... not enough sun for my liking in the mornings.. probably why i usually prefer to swim in midday - afternoon sun. yeah call me crazy, say that i'll get skin cancer, but it helps me even out my horrible tan lines. haha.

headed down to simlim square to check out the calender prices (long story, dont ask) and called dad to ask if he wanted to lunch together.
i cant believe his response luh, damn funny -

me: hey, im near your office now, what time do you lunch? wanna eat together?
dad: haha cheapskate, you want me to blanjah (treat) you right?

omg. haha i was stunned... but well he did treat me =D knowing me, he brought me to this eatery which specialises in noodles. haha, such a wide range or ramen and banmian and whatnot - for those who know me, you'll know its like food heaven for me. hahaha. shiok ah.

rest of the day was pretty dull in comparison i suppose, napped practically the entire afternoon then rushed out for tuiton. i swear my tuition teacher, mr ong, has the most interesting stories, and hes damn freaking quirky. aha he tried to hit on the auntie at the tuition counter, just to see if he could do it. hes married btw. LOL.

*ohyeah, i forgot to ask him about the ipod thing.. dammit...


2moredays. IWANT.

Big Bad World - Plain White Ts



it's a big bad world
we're doing what we can
sometimes we fall on our face
before we even learn to stand
but we get back up
shake off all the dust
and take it step by step

i can fill the whole floor to the ceiling
with all the dead wrong choices ive made
and even though we try to learn
from each others mistakes

we'll do it again (doing it again)
we'll do it again my friend (doing it again)
we'll do it again and again
till eventually we change
the way its always been

it's a big bad dream
following your heart
sometimes the one you
need's the one that tears you apart
so you say goodbye
kiss her one more time
and cry the whole way home

i can fill up the driest river
with all the tears falling off of my face
and even though we try to learn
from each others mistakes

we'll do it again (doing it again)
we'll do it again my friend (doing it again)

we'll do it again and again
till eventually we change
the way its always been(x2)

just running 'round in circles
tripping over every hurdle
we're just trying to do the best that we can

it's a big bad life
all that we can do
is try to make it right
tomorrow something new
so if a big rain cloud
follows you around
don't let it get you down

we'll do it again (doing it again)
we'll do it again my friend (doing it again)
we'll do it again and again
till eventually we change
the way its always been

(oh) we'll do it again (doing it again)
we'll do it again my friend (doing it again)
we'll do it again and again
till eventually we change
the way its always been (doing it again)

we do it again and again
till eventually wechange
the way it's always been

am i wrong to dream?
is it wrong to hope?


or am i just setting myself up for a fall...

pfft

12 - days to MSA
10 -days to open house
7 - days to school reopen
6 - days from SCM, rarr
2 - days till i get to meet L (tentatively)
1 - hour till i meet eechun and buy my exercise stuff. lol.


dont mind me, im just bored. entertaining myself.



anything to keep my mind occupied =/

public holiday?

im really starting to dislike public holidays... arent even rest days, always end up doing some random chores that are even more tiring than trainings..

lets see, its 1630 now, and its the first time ive sat down since ... 8? ive been painting my house nonstop since then and my hands/fingers are actually trembling as im typing ...

whoo-tiring stuff.