self confidence SHATTERED.

another week gone. another week of studying. another week closer to the release of Os results. haha. i used to think that i really wanted to go to some prestigious top5 JC, and that not being able to make it to one of those places would be like failure. now i see things so differently. yeah, SAJC has grown on me, like really. i think that so long as my score allows me to stay, thats exactly what im gonna do. we'll see next week wont we.


training began this week. nothing much to note. just basically fitness training, not tough at all really. oh well, its only the beginning, i guess the real "training" will begin if we still continue in 2nd intake or something.

xcountry was on wednesday. honestly, a disappointment la. haha. told me just how unfit i still am. tsk. 79th? like wth. i didnt even dare to speed up till the very last bit. urgh. horrid stamina. haha. okay, i need to run more. anyone wants to run after school? help this slowpoke please.

lunched with the OG gang at cineleisure after. i know ive said this before but im really really so sorry i couldnt be to catch the movie together with yall. yeah, like really no choice people. training training. need to become un-weak. haha. paiseh paiseh. i'll try to make it if yall do organise another outing next time. chalet next weekend! i'll be there saturday afternoon.

water training was alright i guess. since not many people had 1-star, it was more like a introduction course than a training. but seriously, the T-1 kayak is oh-so-cool. haha. its like so sleek and easy to paddle, cant wait till they let us try using the canoe. maybe cos its a racing kayak, or maybe cos we were paddling in bedok reservoir, no waves or current. the bus ride home was kinda ridiculous, with fiona and dayna trying guess my name. haha. so filled with rubbish (like why would i be called Harry Potter???).

OH YEAH. i finally bought my new pair of running shoes today. cost me a heart-wrenching $122.50. on offer somemore. haha. tsk. i dont mind spending a little extra on things that matter i guess. if im not wrong, Gideon got the exact same design. haha. we gotta wear the shoes to training together one of these days. HAH.

mmm. what else is nice to talk about. err. AH! yeah, everybody reading just take note: i've just totally lost all self belief and self confidence. cos some NICE person was like so nice smsing me today saying all sorts of NICE stuff. urgh. made me feel so GOOD about myself can. aye. whatever. haha. im kidding. everythings fine. dont mind me.

anyway, dinner tonight was great. it was one of those mixed steamboat buffets. super cool. half the steamboat was regular soup, and the half was "mala" (?numbing chilly?) soup, so it was like errr unique? whats more, the food (chicken, beef, pork, veg, egg, dumplings, prawn, crab) and drinks (lime juice) was like free flow, YUM. besides, it isnt that pricey either, $15 per adult and $7 per kid. reasonable.

just look at the size of that pincer.

Ritchie Valens - La Bamba



i think Ritchie Valens was one of the greatest tragedies of the music world. he obviously has so much singing talent and flair, and he ended up dying on his first ever aeroplane flight? wth. yeah, do check out his other songs, like "Donna". beautiful.