mixed feelings

sentosa trip and training camp the past few days.

the trip was great imo, first time in years (really i havent been there since primary school) that ive been to sentosa. hmms, pretty much spent the whole day under the sun, haha forgot to apply sunblock somemore.. thankfully i think my skin is pretty resistant to sunburn already, it just kinda got a little itchy over the next few days? haha. maybe the skin's all dead or something?

basketball - touch rugby - volleyball - beach soccer (yay). i tell you, its been ages since ive played so many games in a day. haha. and thanks to that day, ive been kinda hanging on to the thought of soccer and touch rugby. for soccer its like the return of an addiction, ive been like suppressing the temptation to play cos im scared i'll get injured then i cant train. lol. but as ive told aaron, i sooooo wanna form a court soccer team as soon as our Adivs are over.. =DD

oh and did i mention, i kinda masterminded throwing all the girls into the water... muhahahaha. so much for not wanting to get wet huh =) oops - did i just say that out loud, sorryyy. ohwell, messed abt in the water for awhile after that, supposed to have lots of pics, but im not sure whose camera theyre in and im pretty lazy to ask now, so whover has them, pls send to me okay! much thanks.


training camp ended today btw.. hmms. well i dont really think i need to go into detail after that reflection session. positives and negatives were noted. would really like the other guys to know that youre seriously the crappiest bunch of people ive been with. haha. FOC indeed. really really never a dull moment. cheers, lets continue to work together towards our common goal.

i really really dont know whats going on. if i had control over the situation, i think id just ignore you totally already. but its not cos i feel any different, rather its cos my head is damn messed up thanks to the things you do, or dont do.



just so you know, youre screwing with my mind. thanks