loser = me

darn it. feeling rather down. i feel that im picking up coach's paddling technique super slowly and that the others are just getting more and more pro by the training. shitt. its darn demoralising to see others knowing how to paddle and balance properly when i still have to tap ever so often. urghh.


schoolwork's not been much better. its piling up i suppose. and those tests are just looming closer and closer, so i need to do more revision. like LOTS to do, lacking time and energy to do it. just pisses me off, why am i so useless la. focus hilary- focus.




need to get my studies back into respectable shape. need to learn how to paddle and balance properly. need to get my fitness sorted out properly.


Rick and Dick Hoyt



pure inspiration. why cant i be more like them? sigh.