damn im stupid

dont you hate studying for something, working really hard for it, finally feeling like youve understood how to work out whatever the tutors can throw at you, then seeing the test script and feeling that wishful fantasy come crashing down all around you? man that sucks. my physics is in a total mess. i really really need to improve.. and fast. is tuition a good idea? where am i gonna find time to slot in tuition anyway, any recomendations?


hate the feeling of failure. even scraping passes in chinese feels like shit. trust me, its not like i want it to happen, im studying everyday already, what more do you want from me.. haii. downright depressing can.