A FOOL. THATS ALL I AM.

okay. im sparked to life. no more fooling around. no more time to 'pick up the pace'. from now on, its full time mugging, full steam ahead. i cant keep thinking that theres still time for me to chiong. this is it, this is the time to chiong, ive already missed a good part of it i think.

sacrifices will have to be made. no more leisure stuff anymore. sorry to those ive made certain commitments to. if ive agreed to meet up for movies or whatnot- sorry but i guess i'll have to withdraw. that means i wont catch harry potter this saturday then. oh and dont bother asking me out if work isnt on your mind. i'll only agree to meet up with people who want to study, no more play. =(

oh, mum's going to the hospital tommorow for some minor op. lets all wish her the best and that the op goes smoothly and according to plan. tsk- i cant even visit her after school cos of the stupid SLB Investiture Rehearsal. i quote yuesheng: 'its a waste of our time to do bloody freaking hell nothing'. and THATs being specific.



i am depressed. cos im so screwed up and stupid.