oh crap. i think im so dead this year. how am i supposed to go for the vertical marathon in this shape. haha.

im really exercising far too little. my stamina is totally crappy now and i can barely swim already.

went swimming with- guess who- yesterday. went into the bloody-goshdarned-freaking cold water and was totally shivering. when it finally came to the swimming, i found that i cant really swim that much anymore. just a few laps and im all tired out.

DIE DIE DIEEEEE. gonna work-study-exercise-play this hols. hahaha. ill try anyway


i wanna understand