Family

ohman... how could i be so stupid.

the phrase has been going around for so long- 'blood is thicker than water' but ive not really thought about it. i even used to think that i didnt really like my family and that i was unlucky. now i see the err in my ways. MY FAMILY ROCKS.

though i used to resent the fact that my parents did not seem to care about me; a result of having to divide attention between siblings. well ive just seen that they have only done so as a mark of trust for my actions- i wont let you all down. *smilez

in this confusing years where we start to wonder about who we are and why we are here, i believe that many of us have experienced the oh-so-common clashes with our parents. well, looking at some the situations that others i know are in, i can gladly see that im so much better off and that my parents and i share a special bond of mutual trust and relative understanding. i have come to see that this is one of the most important things to have in your life.

this understanding is not a one-way affair. we as children chould not take our parents for granted and see them as JUST another part of our lives. it is up to us to prove to them that we are worthy of their trust and thus let them take a heavy load off their minds without the burden of constantly having to worry about us. to do so, we need to be more understanding to their actions and learn to show appreciation for their efforts to connect with us- the 'lost generation'.

mymy... dont i sound so wise all of a sudden. haha. i dont know what has affected me, but im suddenly feeling so different.


i wanna understand