2 weeks over. and ive not done that much work yet. omg, im so far behind schedule. 1 more week of lessons, then i'll probably drop by annual camp for a day or two. hmm. where am i gonna find time to revise at this rate? hai.

i dont like the feeling of being so slack. the guilt just eats away at my insides. horrible. anyway, i guess some of the partCs are out at hq having their Spec Course right now, all the best of luck to them. lets hope they come back with awards of some sort and make chsnccland proud.

when i said: 'you can come to me when you're bored, i didnt mean come to me only when you're bored. its pissing me off.'

QUOTE:
' Do you know what its like to wake up every morning feeling hopeless, knowing that the love of your life is waking up with the wrong man, yet wishing that she still finds happiness.'

'We could go our seperate ways and be just fine, leading our lives the way we would if we never met. But what if fine just isnt good enough, and what im looking for is extraordinary?'

'Never lie, steal, cheat or drink. But if you must lie- lie in the arms of the one you love; if you must steal- steal away from bad company; if you must cheat- cheat death; and if you must drink- drink in the moments that take your heart away.'